Tuesday, August 17, 2004
hmm..prelims gg over liao..haha..bt all e bad results comin back..haha..sianx..bt it's wat i asked 4 ma..rite? 4 nt studyin hard..haha..tink my dad will kill mi..lecture ba..oh well..
hmm..2day hist paper was soso la..haha..dun tink can do veri well though..heex..oh well..i cant reali rem abt GLF ting..haha..spend a lot of time tinkin..bt surprisinly i could fin e paper..except e last qn of SBQ..bt anyway tt qn i oso dun reali noe hw do..so ya..
haiz..been quarrellin a lot lately..dun noe wat is gg on..or rather dun noe wat happen..argh! 4get it..dun talk abt all dis liao..
Sometimes you have to do things that you don't want to do,
And sometimes you have to get through things you don't want to get through,
Sometimes you are scared even though you say you're not,
And sometimes you lie even though you got caught,
Sometimes you say life is good even though it's bad,
And sometimes you act happy even though you're mad,
Sometimes you cry even though your not sad,
And sometimes you choose to die cause of the life you had,
Sometimes you try to attempt suicide,
And sometimes you explode when your emotions collide,
Sometimes you have to take what you're given,
And sometimes you want to die but you got to stay liven.
by Chad P.
piano*gal >.<
i tot i knew u so well, now i realised i was wrong...
thinking of you @ 11:13 AM
Saturday, August 14, 2004
hmm..nth much 2 say..juz tt..HAPPY ANNI DEAR! heex..
thx ppl..i'll try 2 stay happy ya? heex..
yest was upset la..haha..bt ok liao..heex..2day i wan b happy..always happy..ya..if nt life reali has no meanin..
piano*gal >.<
even in darkness, there will always b a small light of hope. b patient n u'll find it...
thinking of you @ 10:56 AM
Friday, August 13, 2004
hmm..2day chem was okok la..mostly fr tys..yupx..bt i didn't so..haha..anyway i didnt reali study yest..so 2day paper was oso a gonna..yupx..besides..i took 3hr++ 2 do study impt chap onli..haha oh well..last min work wun bring mi far..bio prac is confirm a gonna..haha..looks like my whole prelim is gone..haha..oh well..nth new..*slacker*
feelin pretty low nw..yupx..oh well..
Happiness avoids me
While sadness and despair follows
Anger always stalks me
Therefore my insides are hollow
Tenderness I lack
While roughness I've acquired
Joy I know not of
And excitement have I seen
Pride is something that I know
But rarely I've redeemed
Problems I am used to
Heartbreak I know
While all my feelings do remain
Here and lonely though
Some can relate
While others are to fake
But as long as I know
I have somewhere to go
I will walk on
With my head held high
But sometimes I do wonder
Why can't I just die...
by Tiffany
piano*gal >.<
im lost in a dark place..hu will bring mi out of my sorrow?
thinking of you @ 5:06 PM
Thursday, August 12, 2004
hmm..2day emaths paper was well..okok la..haha..nt ez bt nt hard oso..haha..oh well..anyway i dun care abt it..heex..tml chem liao..lata go study..haha..dis few days onli read thru..cant rem a ting! haha..
2day gt back chi o lvl!! every1 so scared n worry sia..yupx..nw i beginin 2 tink i saw e paper wrongly..hahaha..oh well..nv tot i will do so well oso..yupx..
might reconsider gg jc la..if my other results r well..so mux study hard..bt horx..mi slacker leh..no motivation 2 study de..haix..oh well..beta try..yupx..bt if go jc..i dun noe wat 2 take..plus i sucj a slacker..go jc like veri bad leh..cos i muz study extra hard 2 get into uni..haix..oh well..shall decide when i get back results next yr..yupx..haha..
piano*gal >.<
when there is a will..there is a way..
thinking of you @ 2:17 PM
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
hmm..2day piano was well..nt bad n nt gd oso..haha..bt i tink i did beta den last yr la..yupx.. though there was still a quite a no of slips..bt well..i came out w/o feelin like last yr..so there is still hope..heex..bt horx..gettin results in like nov..tt's when it's o lvl!! haha..bt oh well..hope it's gd new den wun affect o lvl liao..yupx..
2day amaths was a killer..haha..expected..didnt need do e paper oso noe it will b hard..haha..cos is ms lim set de ma..yupx..she set e paper i always find it hard..haha..guess i didnt noe my work well oso la..yupx..beta start prac maths 4 o lvl..heex..
so bored leh..nw like no mood study..oh well..lata study 4 chem..yupx..heex..finally no need everyday prac piano liao..*though i dun do tt everyday* haha..bt still muz play sometimes cannot lose touch..haha..yupx..
piano*gal >.<
hw will u ever noe if tt person is e rite person 4 u?
thinking of you @ 4:15 PM
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
pretty nervous n scared nw..cos of tml..PIANO PRAC EXAM! hmm..i muz pass dis time man i muz..bt 2day cant seem 2 play my piano well..lata gg 2 prac again..lata is 3rd time liao..haha..1st time i prac so many times a day..nvm..tml i will gif my best..yupx..
tml amaths exam..haven reali go prac it la..anyway i intendin 2 juz read thru..cos i tink if nw prac oso like 2late liao..yupx..i lata go read..n beta start on chem liao..gt quite a few chapts i dun noe..den bio oso..hist next wk!! haha..i more worried abt bio though..nv seem 2 do well 4 tt sub.. haix..sort of given up most hope on bio..yupx..oh well..
piano*gal >.<
u cant love some1 when u have nt even learn 2 love urself..
thinking of you @ 3:46 PM
Monday, August 09, 2004
yay..made a new darlin..heex..well..she's my pri sch frd la..heex..yupx..miss her a lot man..hmm.. still rem p6 tt time we so close..wif ting xu..nw..e 3of us..onli like left 2..worse ting is mi n her seldom meet oso..haha..e last time saw her was on my bday last yr..heex..nvm..dis yr bday she oso comin..hope so..den 22 nov..spendin time wif ah yen dar..heex..celebrate my day early..n so shoppin..n den haf lots of fun..cos last day of o lvl!! heex..
1st tings 1st..i muz study damn hard..heex..yupx..n prac piano damn hard..wed is d-day..muz pass..nono..is i will pass!! heex..tong tong arx..gd luck 4 u on thru..heex..
last nite had a funny dream sia..i dreamt tt half way thru phy exam..i wanted go toilet wif xiao jie haha..in e toilet saw ah yen dar n her frdz..den they go liao..aft tt go back 2 e hall..time was up 4 e paper..haha..den i onli did like a few qn..den fail e paper lo..den i tink mrs thiru scolded us when we gt back our papers..haha..funny la..heex..it felt so real sia..haha..tt e other nite had a night mare..woke up den i had a hard time slpin..bt end up slpin again la..dis shows nth can stand in e way of my beauty slp..heex..anyway beta go liao..heex..
piano*gal >.<
hw time flies..soon..we'll nt get 2 c each other so often liao..
thinking of you @ 2:29 PM
Friday, August 06, 2004
Strength is recognizing that you need help
And asking for it
Strength is when no matter how hopeless the battle looks
You will never forfeit
Strength is letting down your guard
And taking a chance
Strength is asking the one person you secretly admire
To just one dance
Strength is going on
Even when you don’t have the will
Strength is going to the extreme
Not just for the thrill
Strength is doing what’s right
No matter what it will cost
Strength is asking for help
When you are completely and utterly lost
Strength is letting people get close
And giving them the ability to hurt you
Strength is not just saying what people want to hear
But saying what is true
Strength is never giving up
No matter how hopeless things seem
Strength is making reality out of
Your every hope and dream
Strength is being able to let go
And finally say goodbye
Strength is recognizing
That it’s always okay to cry
Strength is being able to laugh
In the face of fear
Strength is going down the path you’re on
No matter how drear
Strength is recognizing
When you need to let the one you love go
Strength is letting
Your true feelings show
Strength is being able to move on
And learn from your mistakes
Strength is being true to yourself
Even when everyone else are fakes
Strength is finally letting
The one that you love know
Strength is recognizing your mistakes
And using them to grow
Strength is scaling every mountain
No matter how high
Strength is freeing your soul
And letting your spirit fly
Strength is the ability to forgive
No matter what the crime
Strength is forgiving and forgetting
All of the time
Strength is in not following the crowd
But embarking on your own
Strength is knowing that you’re never perfect
But merely partly grown
Strength is never giving up
Even when all odds are against you
Strength is always finding the time
To do what you’ve got to do
Strength is sticking up for
The person everyone picks on
Strength is always looking at the pro
And never at the con
Strength is opening your hear to everyone
Regardless of gender, age, ethnicity or skin tone
Strength is standing up for what’s right
Even if you’re standing alone
Strength is knowing who you are
And who you want to be
Strength is found in everyone
In you . . . in her . . . in me. . .
thinking of you @ 3:31 PM
Thursday, August 05, 2004
Sometimes my world, it just kinda goes dark.
No light, no hope, just me in the blankness of my mind.
Its like, fumbling for a light switch in a dark room,
a light switch that seems as if, it just isnt there.
And when you find it,
a small glimmer of hope comes out of the darkness,
but when you flip the switch,
the bulb is dead,
your light of hope goes out.
So you just sit,
and get used to sitting in the lonliness,
of the dark...
By: Sammie moore
thinking of you @ 4:39 PM
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
Si min: haha..okok..call mi grand aunt lo..heex..bt hor..our r/s veri complicated leh..haha..cos ur twin sis is my darlin..haha..anyway tc!!
mayu dar: hey!! finally heard fr u..heex..nvm la..i dun mind..heex..besides i noe u r a bz woman.. heex..miss ya loads..muz catch up wif u sometime..as in meet u..heex..aft my o okok? heex..tc!! muackx..
hmm..prelims start liao..stress..yet im slackin..haha..*wat kind of logic is tt..* oh well..my logic ba.. heex..mon had sci prac..i worried abt chem..dun care phy..yet phy was harder..haha..funny bt e truth..oh well..heex..tue was ss..eh..confirm fail liao..nv fin..haha..13marks qn leh..oh well..over liao..den 2day was eng n phy..eng was pretty hard leh..compo was soso la..compre i totally didnt understand e passage..onli e 1st qn..haha..confirm die lo.. summary my pts like all repeated..haha..dun care liao la..tml is emaths..
wed is piano prac liao..scared..bt will do wat i can ba..ya..dis time muz pass man..oh ya..wed is amaths oso..i will start doin e paper 1st leh..will b so weird lo..i mean i start liao..den lata e whole sch come in..haha..bt wat 2 do? my piano start @ 11..scared lata late..den cannot take liao..i rather go die ar like tt..so start den start 1st lo heex..thx mrs elan 4 helpin..n understand..nt like some teacher gif mi tt kind of look like is my fault like tt..so irritatin..haha..oh well..like wat dar yen ching say..e sch teachers sux..esp e sch..oh well..no offence..
k la..beta stop here..heex..
piano*gal >.<
-study hard! prac hard!-
thinking of you @ 5:12 PM
Sunday, August 01, 2004
hmm..im suppose 2 b studyin nw..tml start of prelims le..yet im slackin..oh well..nth new though erm..tml is sci prac..i honestly tink im gg 2 fail it..esp chem..i dun noe hw 2 infer n everyting!! stress..haix..
tus is ss le..i cant rem a ting!! hw m i supopose 2 do well? plus ms yeo say it's str 4ward bt still muz noe ur work veri veri well..n erm..i cant even rem wat i learnt lo..haix..stress man..prelims onli i so stress..wonder wat will happen when it's o lvl..break down ar? argh!!
stress! stress! stress! y es yes i noe..i suppose 2 haf noe my work @ my finger tips by now..rite? haix..oh well..beta get back 2 studyin my chem..n ss..argh!!
piano*gal >.<
-lost- i dun noe hu m i anymore..u've changed mi into some1 i dun noe...
thinking of you @ 4:31 PM